And each time you hang up,
my heart,
it breaks just a little bit;
as your calloused, hardened finger –
hardened by work, and hardened by play,
by the way it grips the paintbrush, by the way it guides the ball coming at it with agility and poise –
meets the red on the screen,
methinks,
that deserves my touch, my tender play,
with my hands, that guide it places,
with my fingers;
and you might not be able to help it –
what you had set out to do;
so can’t I.