Running thoughts. All that could have been. All that could be. Doubts. Mistakes. Self-loathing. Fear. Withdrawal. Matter-of-factness. Cluelessness. Regret. Repentance. Loneliness. Determination. Moving-on. Frustration. Anger. Acceptance. Hope. Optimism. Steel-goddamn-stomach. Will-fucking-power. Super-duper strength.